Tuesday, July 8, 2008

so today

Okay so today, i was reading my bible and God is seriously amazing! the passages i just happened to open upto were exactly what i was struggling with. So i then prayed for God to help and stop the thoughts feelings etc and he has done just that! God never fails to surprise. I love to feel the warmth of Jesus around me it is so incredible! I am so excited to hear everyones stories about Hillsong it should be great. I was so angry last night. I cam across some youtube videos about Mercy Ministries and they were not good. I was so angry at what they were saying and what some of the comments said. I was just like ' How dare you say that!' Mercy ministries is a program close to my heart and it makes me upset to think that the sunshine coast home is closing. But then i know that God has a plan that is bigger and better and that makes me smile. Over the weekend i met some new people and it is so amazing to discover something new about someone that you didnt know. I had the opportunity to share my testinmony, only vaguely though. Even that made me so nervous i felt sick! So imagine what im going to be like when the time comes, which i know is soon and is getting closer. when i think about it i feel so scared that i breakdown crying asking God for strenth,courage and confidence to do it. I know deep down i can do it, and each day it gets easier to. I hope that this week is wondeful for everyone and i pray that God reveals something to you this week!
love sam
xox

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